Wednesday, November 12, 2008

How Long?

How long?
How long am I to be understanding?
How long am I to be the only one worried about the future?
How long am I to be the only one parenting?
How long am I to be the only one deal with the bad?

How long should I put me behind them?
How long should I stay in a house that is not good for my daughter or me?
How long should I ignore that the XBox is more important than me?
How long should I believe that my child & myself are wanted?

How long do I keep my promises when they don't keep theirs?
How long do I hold on while the other person seems to let go?
How long do I believe them when they say thing will get better?
How long do I keep pretending?


How long is too long?
How long is too soon?

To my peeps ~just so you know we all have these questions sometimes.

2 comments:

  1. It depends on when it feels like it's time, darling. When you've had enough and you've done all you can. *hugs*

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  2. How long? Maybe you already know deep inside.

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